It is worse when you let the demons back in after an exorcism
Osas left a few minutes later. It made me angry.
It is worse when you let the demons back in after an exorcism. You know letting a thousand demons out of your body, the ones that made you struggle with indecision to leave or stay. The ones that made you struggle with being a rebound or moving on to the unknown.
This was what it felt like to let Osas back in.
Good sex and you are hooked.
He had charm, he was good looking and was great in bed.
He was so good, you could smile yourself into a brick wall.
It was all he had to offer. There was no peace of mind. There were no guarantees for the next minute, hour, day, week, or even month.
If I could do the walk of shame in my house, I would. The walk of shame because I was getting caught up in what took many months to be delivered from.
I walked to my bedroom and picked up my phone. I decided to send Yemi a message. What would my excuse be? I had better be coming back from a rock or something.
“Good morning”
I deleted it. And typed again.